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Saturday, February 17, 2007


I'm tryin' not to think about it all, but recently it won't leave me alone.
yesterday it was a dream that she was marrying Josh at what was supposed to be our wedding
today it was going to a place we hung out together last time I saw her
It just hit me totally unexpected and i was like "i can't believe we're not together anymore"
so much time, love, and other stuff wasted and thrown away
why did it have to be her?
why did it have to be me?
do i still love her?



Sunday, January 21, 2007


wanted:
someone to love me
someone to help put back together the pieces of my broken heart.
she left me.
she loves him now
and I am alone
is there anyone left to love me?




Saturday, January 06, 2007


i saw a picture of a girl iceskating tonight.
it made me think of you.
even though you'll never read this...
i miss those memories.



Saturday, December 16, 2006


Oh God, I want so bad to tell her that I Love her.


                                                                silence.


Tuesday, July 04, 2006


Edited: the post that had been there isn't there anymore. I guess I had things kinda wrong. It's not the girls that i hate as much as the things they bring out in me that shouldn't be there. It's so hard being a guy. And it's even worse being away from my girlfriend...



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